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Monday, September 30, 2002
on saturday night we went to the bars etc. and aftwerward this dude is all: i know where we can go get free liquor. so of course we're interested and we go and it was a horror house. i mean it was the creepiest place ever. it was like walking into any given twin peaks episode. we left quickly.
yesterday i had to bartend at this function for my mom. it was screamingly lame yet charming. people kept reading their poetry and singing for no reason. i met my dream husband there but tragically he's already someone elses real husband.
whats the lamest thing thats happening is that my bff is throwing me out the window for the worlds stupidest reason. it hurts.
yesterday i had to bartend at this function for my mom. it was screamingly lame yet charming. people kept reading their poetry and singing for no reason. i met my dream husband there but tragically he's already someone elses real husband.
whats the lamest thing thats happening is that my bff is throwing me out the window for the worlds stupidest reason. it hurts.
Thursday, September 26, 2002
omg... this guy just came in to do his paperwork... he's a new hire. usu. i do the preliminary interviews but this time i didnt b/c the day we had scheduled i was in a car wreck ( the same one that was discussed over and over and over) and anyway he is sooooooooo fly!! too bad he's like the same age as my brother. but it'll be fun to have a little eye candy around the office.
tonite this guy mark is going to help me and adrienne at class b/c we're too stupid to figure anything out. but im glad. maybe ill make some lovely tiles afterall.
randy wants to go get drinks/dinner tonite to celebrate his being done with this huge tour group. i dont know if im up to it. of course i always say that at 4:00.... wave a little beer under my nose at 9:00 and its a different story.
tonite this guy mark is going to help me and adrienne at class b/c we're too stupid to figure anything out. but im glad. maybe ill make some lovely tiles afterall.
randy wants to go get drinks/dinner tonite to celebrate his being done with this huge tour group. i dont know if im up to it. of course i always say that at 4:00.... wave a little beer under my nose at 9:00 and its a different story.
every second that passes i get a little more scared that my finger nail is going to come off. its all black and hideous. ( i smashed it in my door, remember?).
jill left a message that she had some big talk with him and wanted to tell me about it. fuck it. i dont even want to hear another word on the subject.
i did a very small amount of tv watching bf i totally fell asleep in a drool puddle. but today im still having to pop dp's to keep my eyes open. it really doesnt seem fair.
gotta bug.... got two more interviews to do.
jill left a message that she had some big talk with him and wanted to tell me about it. fuck it. i dont even want to hear another word on the subject.
i did a very small amount of tv watching bf i totally fell asleep in a drool puddle. but today im still having to pop dp's to keep my eyes open. it really doesnt seem fair.
gotta bug.... got two more interviews to do.
Wednesday, September 25, 2002
every time the red light turns green and im at the front of the line i consider it a little drag race with whoevers next to me. yesterday this dude all drag raced me back... what a thrill. except he totally won and he was in a volvo! oh the shame. i know my honda pontouf would have kicked his ass. but the new camry is a little slow on the uptake. have named the camry. rubylala. no one likes this name but me. but fuckem b/c its none of their business.
read the script to that film last night. i think i will sign on. its unpaid for a month so it'll be tricky. called my dad and he's a little furious.
cv: dad, would you be so furious if i was ap on a film shooting here in oct?
dad: um. yes.
cv: how furious?
dad: i guess ill replace you.
cv: it would take a month to find someone willing to work here.
dad: true. i wish i could find some idiot willing to work 16 hour days for free.
cv: aint that the truth. guess youre in the wrong racket.
but whatever... hell get over it and i think id regret it if i didnt check this out. im sick of the service anyway. the script is a little thin. if they have a great dp it could be pulled off tho. its about this small town dude whos best friend gets killed and then he lives. fill in the blanks.
read the script to that film last night. i think i will sign on. its unpaid for a month so it'll be tricky. called my dad and he's a little furious.
cv: dad, would you be so furious if i was ap on a film shooting here in oct?
dad: um. yes.
cv: how furious?
dad: i guess ill replace you.
cv: it would take a month to find someone willing to work here.
dad: true. i wish i could find some idiot willing to work 16 hour days for free.
cv: aint that the truth. guess youre in the wrong racket.
but whatever... hell get over it and i think id regret it if i didnt check this out. im sick of the service anyway. the script is a little thin. if they have a great dp it could be pulled off tho. its about this small town dude whos best friend gets killed and then he lives. fill in the blanks.
Tuesday, September 24, 2002
david dawson leaves today. ill miss him but itll be nice to have my apt. back. must vaccuum huge dog hair hell.
today i had a meeting with this guy about being his associate producer on this indie film theyre making next month. it comes at a good time b/c im over it at work. yesterday this dude all yelled at me and told me that maybe sales isnt my field. what does he know?
today i had a meeting with this guy about being his associate producer on this indie film theyre making next month. it comes at a good time b/c im over it at work. yesterday this dude all yelled at me and told me that maybe sales isnt my field. what does he know?
Monday, September 23, 2002
so im freaking out b/c i opened the door this morning to take the dog out ( david dawson brought his dog.... its been fun to have around. i love walking it) and someone left this bag of empty bottles right outside my door like some offering. it was a tied garbage bag and i didnt open it for fear of finding severed cat heads or whatever but i could tell the bottles were empty and i found it extremely disturbing.
then i get in my car ( that is spotless b/c i havent had time to trash it up yet) and theres this paper in the side pocket. the pocket ive looked in 20 times so you can just say it was from the previous owners. it was the tape insert ( you know the artwork part) for a victorias secret compilation of symphony tracks. how fucking scary and random is that??? im really freaking out. the other thing is that if someones fucking with me only jeremy knows how much this would bug me out. so he's the only one that could get me in such a clever fashion. oh god, does anyone know any anti voodoo????
then i get in my car ( that is spotless b/c i havent had time to trash it up yet) and theres this paper in the side pocket. the pocket ive looked in 20 times so you can just say it was from the previous owners. it was the tape insert ( you know the artwork part) for a victorias secret compilation of symphony tracks. how fucking scary and random is that??? im really freaking out. the other thing is that if someones fucking with me only jeremy knows how much this would bug me out. so he's the only one that could get me in such a clever fashion. oh god, does anyone know any anti voodoo????
